Woah…. On fathers day my family had an awesome get together. We roasted a whole 80 pound pig. Family came, brought food to share and visited. A good time was had by all. I tried all the food… had about 4 desserts, 3 different types of potato salad, snacked on chips and cookies…. yum. After that day I continued in a similar manner. I completely FELL off my little wagon. Jesse was able to bounce back. He has been trying to get me re-motivated. Easy for him to say, being so big and a male he can eat double what I can. He can eat things that I cannot… if I want to feel full and satisfied for a full day that is.
BUT… Here is what it comes down to: I have been the weight I want to be and not too long ago. When I am at my goal weight I feel AMAZING. I can wear clothes I want to wear. I feel in control of my eating. I am confident. I need to get back to that feeling. So, here we go again. Another new start day.
I have decided to start a training program from Women’s Running magazine to give me motivation. I did the first run yesterday; 2 miles. It was VERY hard to do. It is so strange to me how I can feel like running 13.1 miles the 2nd week of May and now the last week of June arrives and 2 is just awful. The rest of my workouts for the week are as follows: Tues: 4 miles, Wed: cross train or 2 miles, Thur: 4 miles, Fri: rest, Sat: 6 miles, Sun: rest.
Here we go. Game face.